Another schmidt thing.
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You flinch yourself back. You knew it was something that day that Kendall asked you out. Out of the millions of girls crushing on him he chose you but it was only a matter of time for him to find someone else. You forgot got about the key in your hand so you go back to the bar and grab a sticky note out of the cabinet.
Here’s your key. If I forgot to give you anything back im sorry. Just leave me a message and ill get it back somehow. Xo Katie
You walk out and head back to your apartment. You pull into your parking lot and it finally hit you. It was over. Months went by as you were coping so you could try to get on with your life. School was over in a few days and you were debating on going back home . You could get a transfer to finish your final year of college at the close college. That was close to your home but you liked living in LA. You had fun everyday here. Well you used to but it seemed to be rear here lately. Your best friend was dating Logan. She went with them on tour so she wasn’t really there when you wanted her. Yeah you could call her but it wasn’t the same as being in person. She didn’t even know Kendall broke up with you. She’s not the brightest sometimes but he might not have made it obvious. You would think it would though. Ha they didn’t talk about you. It didn’t surprise you. Hell noting surprised you anymore. That night you decided if anything you were going to stay the summer. Your best friend was flying back to hang out with you while the boys were wrapping up there tour. She gets there and wants to take you downtown to a new place they had just put in. She wasn’t even here the past year and yet she knew about things you didn’t. what the fuck man!? You thought to yourself. Hahaha this is what you missed. If you couldn’t be with Kendall being with your best friend sure took it off your mind. The place was a restaurant and in the back was a karaoke bar. Yall sat in a both by the front door. “You know walking around like nothing happened kinda doesn’t set mood.” Payton escapes her mouth. “I don’t know what your talking about.” You says confused. “You haven’t said anything about Kendall since I got back. Are you that pissed at him?” “No. Why would I be pissed at him?” You ask concerned. “Because he broke your heart almost a year ago and you haven’t even told me anything. What did you say that he was so pissed that he broke up with you?” Payton says. “I didn’t say anything to him. I thought we were madly in love and I jinxed myself. One second he texted me he loved me and the next thing he sent was its over.” You scream not meaning to, but all the feeling you had inside were jumping to the edge of your tongue. “oh.” She says realizing it was hard on her. “Im sorry I yelled. I don’t know what came over me.” You say. “No it’s cool. I brought you here because im still trying to figure out while yall are over. Do you know how I found out?” she asks. “No.” you say wanting to know. “Well after there concert one night we were staying in a hotel and he brought some blonde chick home. They were making out and crap in the hallway and things were getting pretty intense.” You almost burst out in tears just hearing that part. Wow it didn’t take him that long to get over me. “I wanted to call you but I had to find out what was going on so I waited. Yeah I know bad mistake but I did it anyway. I let them go in his hotel room and I was about to go call you but Logan said no so I went and knocked at his door. He came up there and was not the Kendall I know. He said “what do you want?” all aggressively. I asked him who the chick was and he said “what’s it to yah.” I said well aren’t you dating my best friend. He said no and slammed the door in my face.” “Wow.” Is all you could say. No wonder all these moods were blowing up in your face. You had gave all that you had to that relationship and he didn’t give a fuck. “ yeah. But by the time I walked back to my room he was storming out of the hotel. He didn’t come back till the next day. He wouldn’t talk to me or any of the other guys. The chick that was a whore was passed out naked on his bed. He grabbed his crap and left again.” “what happened to him after that?” you ask trying to know why he would run out like that. You knew Kendall and he wouldn’t do that unless something was killing him on the inside. You really hope something bad didn’t happen. No matter what you wanted to hate him. You wanted to move him out of your head but you still loved Kendall. “I don’t really know. They left for a concert and when they came back he was acting okay. We really haven’t talked though since then. You held him together and now he’s just not the same. What am I talking about your not the same either. Barley saying 5 words at a time. I’ve known you forever and its not like you. Whatever went down between y’all needs to give because I miss my best friends. “ “I don’t know what to say Payton. I honestly don’t know. If I did I could move on but that’s just it I don’t know! You think I don’t miss him. You think I don’t try to figure out what I’ve done to him. You think that I don’t want my life back to the way it was. Well you have it all wrong. I’ve been stuck and I guess I’m staying stuck.” You say as you get out and storm out of the restaurant. Payton picks up her phone and dials the one person she can trust.
“this couch is so not comfortable anymore.” I say as I jump up and down trying to get the right position. We have 30 minutes till we go in for rehearsals for our last show. Yeah I love being on tour and all the fans and all but this one has been one hell of a ride. Things just haven’t been right this year. I miss the old ways of us when we were all laughing and having fun. I miss my girlfriend. I cant wait to get home.
“ Kiss me last
‘cause I don’t care
You’re choking on your words.
Kiss me last
The past is past
Don’t ask, don’t tell me,girl
When will you wake up?
For just once, don’t expect the worst
Don’t care who kissed you first.”
My phone went off. Speaking of my lovely girlfriend she was calling me. “Hellooooo beautiful.” I say answering the phone. “Why the hell did they break up!” she yells and hangs up. “Well I love you too honey.” I say putting the phone back down. She must have made it back home early. I knew exactly who she was talking about though sadly. Kendall and Katie. I get up and head to Kendall’s dressing room. I knock on the door but don’t get an answer. I walk in and he’s on the couch starring at a blank tv. “I think we should talk bud.” I say. He looks up and says “what” in a angered manor.